Tuesday, December 22, 2009

I don't give a damn shit....

Here's the thing,I've just read the blog that my friend wrote.He was saying he will try not to hate people and I agree with him but sometimes things just purposely making you hate it.I know I damn like to delay my time.I like to sleep for 15 minutes before I really wake up.And I have my timing to do things also alright.Promise that you wanna out at 8.30am I will be ready for that.Then tell me lar....no need come back and yell at me say if you tomorrow not reach on time I won't take you go work.Don;t care what time I coming down and do what janji I ready before 8.30am lar....now you were saying tomorrow busy and need go out early say lar....8.15am go out...then I get ready for that lar...Don't tell me you won't take me to work...if don't go don't go lar,I don't mind.It won't work for me,for this kind of age.I have grown enough for that.
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
If that so I willing not to work...what for I so torturing myself early in the morning go work I rather sleep at home and watch television.Because of I go for work,I missed out every single good moment.What do I get from that?NOTHING!!!!What do I care for that.
Another thing is, saying my cousin's sister wanna go for UTAR,then let it be lar.Why wanna say that because my uncle wanna avoid his daugther from being pak tor-ing.Why a lady can't be mature enough?Hello....this is your daugther and you didn't even care whether she is mature or not.Always saying her not mature enough and when its time for mature then why so early mature.What the fuck do you want from me?Your daugther me is mature enough...what'sthe problem....what generation is now?I really do not know what do you want?I've did my best for my result and i don't give a damn damn shit for that.
Don't make me hate you yet I'm still loving you and wannna be a good daugther.Don't make me to be a bad bad daugther.I don't wanna be that.People were saying you are such a good children for you parents....you four are such a good lovely children for your parents.But I can assure you here is, we are not really that "good" enough for that.And they don't really the one who bringing me up to be what I am now.Not at all...so be it.....