Thursday, January 8, 2009

i'm tired~~~tired of being me rite now...

it's been a long time i din update my blog...tonite....i dunno why i suddenly wanna to write something that is not important o special..



next week i will start my degree life in kampar,although its near and i can every week bck hmtown,but...i still dun hv the mood to staying there for 3 years for christ sake....3 years....i feel so stress rite now although i nt yt start class.....



and honestly i really feel sked...i dunno i sked bout wat.....jz sked...and keep thinking and thinking and thinking...i dunno whether i hv made the rite decision o not and i hope i din make any bad decision....i really dont wanna fail and tk the wrong path again...i really feel tired for now.i dunno why i will so emo rite now...bt i wish to cry out jz to release my stress...mayb i can hv a big big cry so tat i can be more awake and knw wats rite for me.....



wat happen to me actually???wats thing tat bother me now....keeping me thinking thinking n thinking...i wish to stop it....i dun wanna think it again....its really tiring....



and i started to feel bored and tiring for something...i dunno wat izzit....can someone plz passed me a compass.....i hv no idea where am i heading now....i hv no direction rite now........