I've Cried.....

I do not know what actually happened on me.I feel nothing right now,i know that I'm very damn stress and suffering.about what and what caused me felt that way,i do not know.i wanna throw them away.i don't want them to bother me. i feel very uncomfortable with it.i want myself back.

I've started to feel like this is not me,this is not Carina that used to be.she changed.....until I,myself already don't recognize myself.where am i?i cried just now.after that,i feel much better. but again,the pain is ain't gonna disappear though.

I do not know what am i become,I just don't want to be so emo.What really happened to me????is it i gave myself too much pressure,too much expectation only came out bad outcome.I just wanna do things right.I don't want to be bossy,control everything.I don't want all of this......why am i so fucking damn emo...... I hate to be that way.....that is so not me....its not Carina!!!!!!!


I wish to have a really new life and no emo Carina coming out....please...go away.....I don't want you.....I just wanna be myself which not affraid of everything....argghhhhhhh......>.<"""

Emo-ing

New trimester has started for 2 weeks,although feels not so easy but I will try my best to make it good.I know it will be tough for everyone,but still i hope i can have more better outcome.Plus,i quite emo recently, I don;t know why.But i need to apologies that I'm having emo face,i can't control it.I'm sorry......

Ganbade......^^